jungle madness

today we threw kittle a surprise jungle party to celebrate her going to africa this summer. it was MONDO fun, and it brought her to tears, so i think it was a success.

someone told me today that the guy i like has a girlfriend. this made me quite sad, since i dont want him to have a girlfriend. a wise woman told me, "it sucks, cuz when you like someone you feel like you have dibs on them, and then it turns out that someone else had dibs first."

true.

then, as if that wasnt bad enough, i saw him today. he was all dressed up and looking so freaking hot that i wanted to crawl into a hole and die. he is so beautiful and perfect and goofy and sweet, and he is all those things with someone else.

crap.